I Hate Monday

Im tired of being pushed around. Im tired of people saying that i cant do something i want to do. Im tired of being shut out, by the people i care about, or even love. Im tired of being a hidden away person. So here i come out, and let the world know about me. Im posting in this kind of way because Skype would never let me post this long of a Mood. So here we go.. First of, I'm a loner. I have a girlfriend, but we rarely see each other. I really love her, she makes my day when we talk. I wish i could give her more than just a smile, but i don't know what. Another thing would be that I'm not straight. I'm Bi-Curious. The only other person i really love is Carred. Carred, if your reading this, i hope this gets to you. Anyways - I am also a Brony. I get made fun of at school, i get made fun of my my own family, and friends. Im fucking sorry im not perfect. Leave me alone about it, ok? I am perfectly happy in my own little world without yall. If you've ever Skyped with me, i make a TON of noises, i often times dont listen, or cant understand you. I swear, when people use that against me, and say that i dont care about them, i die inside. I cant take it. Alot of people think im made of steel because i have the ability to hide my emotions. No. Im not made of steel. Now im to the point where i dont care about people anymore. All i do now is go to school, go to work, come home and listen to dubstep, then sleep. Noone talks to me, noone listens to me, and noone cared about me. The day i break, noone will be able to talk to me for some time. Ill delete skype, and start new with new friends. Only a few of you people reading this will be able to move on with me. Im starting to think some of my so called friends just want to use me. Im done with this kind of stuff.

EDIT ONE - Im starting to think things are worse than i though. Some of my friends hate me, the friend i love doesnt talk to me anymore, and some of my friends are going through some hard times. I wish i could do something, but i cant. I wish someone else could do something, but they cant..